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Fuck the school
Fuck my job
Fuck myself for going to let all the students down
Fuck myself for not giving 100% in his job
Fuck myself for making excuse for going to the Final Interview
Fuck myself for not treasuring what i hv got
Fuck my negative thoughts
Fuck the feeling that u still come up in my mind at nite
Fuck myself again coz i gonna screw up the Final Interview
Fuck the freezing temperature
Fuck the result is not coming out yet
Diu La Sing
Diu Diu Diu Diu!!!!

Researches has proven that swearing got a very positive effect on relieving repressed emotion.

And the swearing words contain certain kind of negative energy or wave that proven it can inhibit the growth of a plant

but i dun think it is working btw..hahaaaa

Aristotle said "Happiness depends upon ourselves."

依靠別人供應快樂，一旦失去外來的供應，手足無措，天昏地暗，自愛才是真正的愛。

I am definitely a loser in this game

I lost my determination to fight and carry on

The effort that I put in is never positively associated with what I am getting back

People asked me " What make you love her so much? What expectation do u still have? "

My answer was "I dunno, I rili dunno"

I got no expectation at all, what I am expecting is you will leave me sooner or later

"So, what keep u going, are u crazy?"

But I still wanna try when u said u still love me

I think it's time to end the story

I rili can't make it

I can't wait for one more day

I am all on my own

When u need support, u can straightly go to me

Who the hell can I go to?

"sorry, i can't speak at the moment, he is next to me"

"where are u?"

"Ohhh....I am in the toilet that's y i can talk to u"

It 's such a torture to me

I hv tried my best to respect ur feeling

u told me u love Jay Chou

there u go

你要我說多難堪 我根本不想分開

為什么還要我用微笑來帶過

我沒有這種天份 包容你也接受他

不用擔心的太多 我會一直好好過

你已經遠遠離開 我也會慢慢走開

為什么我連分開都遷就著你

我真的沒有天份 安靜的沒這么快

我會學著放棄你 是因為我太愛你

plz let me go, if u dun love me, if u dun hv the determination to make the history wiv me

Make the decision and Let me go

I am only one step away from my dream, and also you

Before becoming a competent person, I do not dare to say a word

I m sitting here trying to convince myself that u r not the one for me
but the more I think, the less i believe that and the more I want u here with me

I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did and I didn't mean to get so close
and share what we have done and I didn't mean to fall in love
but unfortunately I did and i know u didn't mean to love me back
but I know you did

The enemy you are facing now, is more or less a reflection of urself

The conflict between ur id and ur ego

I know u r kind of in a dilemma and I am also facing the same situation as u did

Too many consequences and reasoning behind every single decison associated together with love, hate, memory, stiff emotion,basically everything which it can't be even calculated by the most sophisticated device in the world

So I hope u understand my feeling towards u and also figure out how is ur feeling towards me

Forget the past, Memory fades, Feeling stays

Even though we are far away, days and nites I will wait

Keep the Faith baby, we will find our way

你是怎樣的一個人，你就會遇見怎樣的一個自己。你相信自己值得擁有美好的將來，你的將來就會如你所想般美好